Autumn's concerto

Just finished it just now.. and i always feel so mellow after i watched some dramas that i really in love with the story and the character ,, especially their child.. haha, wondering if my children also that funny and cute in the future,, ermmm,, i love children so muchh.. =)))

I have so many things to do, but I'm too lazy to think and do themmm..... =(((
why i can't be success like others, i hate myself... hate my personality, hate everything about me,, =(( i think myself is a real loser.

Not feeling good.. nite everyone, thank you for reading my blog.. xoxo..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MIN2 and HAPPY CAP GO MEH

Today is min2's bday, and we celebrated it @jimbaran, we had so many crabs, fish etc.. erm, i think i gonna check my cholesterol coz i consume a lot of seafood during this month.. and now i feel something wrong with my neck// =(

Btw today's also the last day of the chinese new year, which is cap go meh... erm, again i wanna say it's so fast. but actually i don't really care about cny.. haha..

First time i don't regret about cutting my hair become shorter, i think it makes me look fresh haha.



ps :wish me luck... cia yo!

gnite.. xoxo

2010 FIRST POST

hi hi hi... this is my first post in year 2010, hmm.. it's midnite now, but I'm still awake. =((

btw the time is passing faster and faster, all the events had pass and I'm back with my monotone life.. sigh, so envy with those who just starting their new life.. =(
anw i really miss those moment when our big families were gathering here..

And this is some of my new year's wish list

-. healthier life, i really wish i can do this.. =(

-. no more bergadang..

-. yes, i really want to improve my english, it's just too poor.. =(((((

-. spend money.. $.$

-. hope he can fulfill his promise

-. i can do more things for my parents

-. can change my bad habit and bad personality

zzzzz... i think it's time for me to sleep..

ps : i miss my dad, mom and sister =(

to be con't....

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feeling bad now,, nobody understand me... nobody know my position.. it's hard..

sometime just becoz of the small things that i can't control... they don't know my feelinggg....=((

nitee...=(

feeling

hello.. update update... haha, finally, long holiday is over... no more holiday.. and i will start a new thing very soon.. oww.. nervous.. hope everything is going well...

anw i am having a nice holiday... but a lil bit tired that's why i am sick now.. haha...

ps.. today i feel sad seeing him.. =( just realized that, actually he is weak, ermm.. that makes me agree with the statement, don't judge a book by its cover..

i gotta sleep now.. must wake up early tomolo.. ciaooo...

nite evryone... xoxo

Lonely midnite

hii.. it's midnite now.. i am wondering, i felt bored,, but it was still okay in day time and night... but, midnite?? i feel damn lonely. n always thinking something which can make me afraid// omg... i don't like this kind of feeling... but somethings make me happy and excited.. =)

count down, less than two weeks! yayyy!!! and will go back to ranto this saturday with jef and lihungg,,, ehmm,, wondering how to celebrate his bday!! no idea!! hahah

ps: i really want to change my unhealthy lifestyle.. eat right, sleep right,,, everything right.. hope one day i can do that,,, haha,,,

bersambung *versi sinetron* lol

september ceria, is it??

the time passed so fast,, it's almost the end of year 2009. left 4 months.. and i felt boredddd... I'm wondering what is the purpose of this life...

everyday i just had the monotone life.. and i felt damn bored!! hahah

I think my writting is too boring.. haha.. full of the boredom word.. lol


con't to my next post.. =>>>